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Ayla_Amour
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The only sin is self hatred. Some thoughts on god, music and the human experience.
Jun 10 2024 04:33AM more by Ayla_Amour
Tags: LA, Leisure (All tags)

I LOVED this conversation. I found it interesting so felt like sharing.
https://youtu.be/Aagte9cz3cc?si=R3qchWgdE3azYXNq

They don’t talk about god in this podcast but music makes me think about these things.
Anything to fill that existential dread, am I right?
Music does that for me. I don’t know why but it does.
This track in particular: Retrograde (mentioned in the podcast) always really hit.
Felt like it brought me closer to... something. Whatever the fuck that is.

https://open.spotify.com/track/2IqjKEBiz0CdLKdkXhxw84?si=Xu4HpqSnRGSGUZps4N0XsQ

In the interview he says
“my truest self I feel was reflected in that song”

To go along with that is an excerpt from another body of work that has made me think about similar themes.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/857438
A passage from Das Energi written by Paul Williams. I will a attach photo below

And then here is a painting that needs no introduction.
I will it attach it as well seeing as I’ve figured out how to use this archaic, social media type platform. (Which i am very grateful for btw)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metamorphosis_of_Narcissus

I enjoy pondering all three of these pieces at once even though I drive myself crazy with their contradictions. I get lost in the insane beauty of it all. I live for it.

Narcissist or savant? That’s up for interpretation but isn’t everything.

Altruism is a made up term to make materialists feel better.

Like. Click. Subscribe. Come see me when I’m in your city.
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https://open.spotify.com/track/2IqjKEBiz0CdLKdkXhxw84?si=nUIzU9KRSL60olkCZM7AFw
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metamorphosis_of_Narcissus
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big1234
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Jun 10 2024 05:02AM     link to this

Live Evil 😈
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Live-Evil_(Miles_Davis_album)
SABOTEUR
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Jun 10 2024 05:06AM     link to this

Thanks Ayla
Ayla_Amour
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Jun 10 2024 05:59AM     link to this

also s/o lil boat
time stamp 15:30 but if you're a real one you'll listen to the whole thing.

https://youtu.be/NwjN3UCBW14?si=9y3dWxS7jSBXEwJ8
sugarbeer
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Jun 10 2024 07:46AM     link to this

groovy
AFMadness
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Jun 10 2024 09:58AM     link to this

One can look at themselves in a mirror and not see.
One can look at themselves without a mirror and see a lacking of personal integrity. If they choose to look.
One can look and choose which path to take. Hopefully it will be the one of higher self.

Ayla, makes me wonder if you were born in the age of Pisces the dreamer. Or is it a looking towards life's answers yet greatful for the live you have lived so far. I may never know.
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Jun 10 2024 10:23AM     link to this

Welcome sexy!
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Jun 10 2024 11:14AM     link to this

I’m in recovery. My first and second runs through The Steps focused on overcoming self loathing and how to turn it off when it comes for me from time to time… you know… every day. Best advice is let yourself off the hook, do the next right thing and be kind (not a chump but be nice).
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Jun 10 2024 09:00PM     link to this

One can look at themselves in a mirror and not see.


Conspiracy theorist and InfoWars host Alex Jones on Monday defended his sobbing Saturday rant in which he claimed he was being targeted for abuse with the imminent shutdown of his media company.

During the InfoWars live taping on Monday, Jones insisted his Saturday meltdown was not a publicity stunt but a genuine cry of anger and frustration.
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