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Dec 8 2018 10:40PM
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Go all in or JUST STAY OUT!
I am curious if anyone here feels the same way I do about giving my all to anything In which I participate. For example, pleasure or play I am in it to win. Not having the will to do the bare minimum is something that is a blessing and at times feels like a curse. If I am doing the most mundane act such as washing and folding clothes I have to fold the items that are going on a shelf or in a drawer perfecly lining up the seams because it maintains the right crisp integrity of the clothes. If I have to rush I can't just half ass it and bounce because my body starts to rebel and will hold me hostage until I finish this task to the level of my full abilities. I must give 100% in order to feel like anything I do is finished. I don't feel bad about the amount of effort or truth I put into my day to day activities and I am unable to allow myself the right to do anything half way a.k.a. half-ass.
Some therapist diagnosed me with OCD & I feel that’s a disturbing diagnosis. Is it a disorder to have standards and live to them in my life? I have learned to schedule my life in a manner that allows time to live by this principal which comes from the foundation of who I am. I don't miss out on life because I give things my all. In fact, the truth is quite the opposite, as it affords me the great gift of praise and recognition. My friend and family and those who share in my way of life appreciate what I bring to the table.
So, tell me is it a disorder to live life like I do or is there something wrong with this therapist?
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Aug 23 2017 02:06AM
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What is your favorite brand of lingerie?
La Perla is the best quality and offers a wide range of styles every season. Agent Provocateur is the most expensive, but is not well made and the variety just seems to vary more for color selection than innovative or interesting style. A bigger price tag is not a guarantee to get better. Buyer be aware!!!
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